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My friends often tell me that I am being too nice to the people around me, maybe they are right. I have been trying to please everyone around me even though they help me nothing or even hurt me before. The reason why is because I am very insecure. I can't afford to lose any friend or connections because I fear being alone. Maybe this is why I have been scared about any relationships because I have been hurt multiple times and it has shattered my heart to pieces. The first impressions I gave people are considerate, caring, easy-going, a bit chubby, and sometimes (very rare) intelligent. I am also very talkative when I am comfortable with my surrounding. I love cooking and baking (it's like my life) for my family and friends.